hellsexyangel

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only mortal by hellsexyangel, literature

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only mortal

As she turned out the light And crawled into bed She looked at her ghastly skin white All covered in red. She pulled out her journal And wrote with such compassion Of the thoughts that were internal, With the passion within. She wrote about problems and life Always about the inner most wound She took out her surgical knife Forever she was impugned. As she pushed into her skin She saw the picturesque blood That came from within She hit the ground with a thud. Her existence disappearing For that cut had been her last The blood was smearing Her life was now a part of the past

Unhappily Ever After by hellsexyangel, literature

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Unhappily Ever After

She sits in her cold dark room Knowing not where to go Suffocated in all her doom Feeling her all time low Nobody knows or sees What she hides underneath her smile They don't hear her cries or pleas As she sits rigid and hostile She wondered why they didn't know As she hid from the world Didn't all the obvious signs show? The tears fell as her life unfurled Their lives still trudged on She only got worse Nobody realized she was practically all gone What would come next was unrehearsed Not knowing exactly what to do She dragged it across her skin There was nothing left for her to work through With one cut, everything was gon

Till Death Do Them Part by hellsexyangel, literature

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Till Death Do Them Part

She walked down the aisle, With her father by her side, Wearing her dress, she was docile, She was a beautiful bride. He stood handsome and proud, To have the girl of his dreams, To stay together they vowed, As she said, "I do" his smile beams. She had a ring on her finger, Her hands were in his, As they paused and lingered, There love shown through the kiss. They walked out the doors together, Two souls tied by love, United as one forever, They're passion as pure as the dove. Friends and family all cheered, As they drove off into their future, Together there was nothing they feared, Two lives joined together as one.

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French Cross by hellsexyangel, literature

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French Cross

I walk to the edge of the cliff Holding onto the fence I look at the cross behind me I say to myself You'd better close your eye's God Because, you won't like what I'm about to do I look at the crashing waves Upon the rocks below I say to myself I'm going to do this I look upon my wrist No one gives a fuck about me They won't miss me... Not onebit I climb over the fence Holding on tight I say a final prayer I let go... Hoping the wind will blow me over It doesn't.... I held my breath... Leave my eyes open So I can watch myself fall I jump... I hit the hard rocks All I can see and taste is blood Then everything s

Break Up by hellsexyangel, literature

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Break Up

I tried to talk to you But when I opened my mouth I started to cry Knowing where it would end You walked away Acting like you were oh-so-cool As I walked away crying Later I went online I saw your name And my heart did a flip-flop I said hi You said you had to go I asked if I could call you You said sure So, I called you After moments of silence You again, said you had to go I said wait I have to ask I don't want to though Because I know you won't give me the right answer But, I kinda have to know Are we still together? You paused for what seemed like eternity Said you had to go I said wait, I have to know I don

Me by hellsexyangel, literature

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Lies by hellsexyangel, literature

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Lies

As I lay there Thinking of you.. I call you, You tell me to call back later.. I wait awhile.. Your on my mind the whole time I call you back You tell me your talking to someone.. I say Okay I'll talk to you tomorra I love you.. You ask if we can just be friends.. If thats okay with me.. Well, it's going to have to isn't it? I hang up and wonder what i did.. You told me you loved me... That you would never hurt me You'd always be there.. But you lied.. And that lie hurt.. It hurt a lot.

Feelings For You by hellsexyangel, literature

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Feelings For You

As I lay on my bed, Looking at the phone I wonder what you're thinking about I Wonder if it's about me I wonder if i should call you Or would it seem like i was desperate Every minute that passes your on my mind I want to talk to him, Hear his voice But I don't want to give into you again I know you feel bad And I feel bad for you I don't know why Everyone else doesn't know why I don't know how to say this Because, I know i shouldn't feel like this anymore But I think I think I still Love you I know people say i don't know what love is But how would they know I know your wondering Why I love you Or how I can love I

Why Do I Fall? by hellsexyangel, literature

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Why Do I Fall?

Why do I fall for guys so fast? When I know in the end They're just going to hurt me Why do I always believe them, When they say the love me? Why do I listen and believe, All the lies that they tell me? I hate it when people ask, How did I fall so fast? The don't understand... He was cute,lovable, sweet he listened and cared, He knew exactly what to say and when to say it He actually loved me For me.. Or so I thought... So why did I fall for this bullshit, again? I fell for it once You'd think I'd learned by now... But I haven't... And now I have to suffer the consequences And all the pain.. And sadly I know I'll fal

Chances by hellsexyangel, literature

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Chances

As I watch T.V. I hear the twenty-seventh train go by in 24 hours I get out of my bed I watch it go by I realize I have twenty-seven chances to commit suicide everyday One-Hundred-eighty-nine chances in a week Eight-Hundred-thirty-seven chances in a month Nine-thousand-twelve chances in a year I have so many chances But, i know I can't give up There may not be many people who need me But the few i have- Mean a lot to me I don't want to let them down But I'm scared Because suicide is tempting me And I'm afraid I'll let in I'm losing all control And no-ones there to help me At least it doens't seem like it...

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Meet Me Halfway by hellsexyangel, literature

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Meet Me Halfway

I hate life And everyone in it You don't get how much I treasure you I called almost everyday While you were in the hospital... I was worried sick about you Did you even bother to call me back? No.. You have no idea how betrayed I feel I love you to death I always will You hate the phone... You hate MSN.. You live a half hour drive away.. I rarely ever get to see you Because you tend to be to busy with your own life It seems like you don't care anymore I'm sorry I blew up at you I have a lot on my mind But, still if you want this friendship to last.. You'll have to meet me halfway.. Because I'm sick of bending over backwa

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Canada
Deviant for 19 years
www.tainted-beauty.piczo.com
She / Her

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Current Residence: Come find me
Favourite genre of music: Rock
Favourite style of art: [ h o r r o r ] + | m a c a b r e |
Operating System: XP
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Personal Quote: i'd rather be hated for who i am than loved for who i'm not.

Favourite Movies

Thirteen, Butterfly Effect

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Taking Back Sunday, Sugarcult, Jack Off Jill,Marilyn Manson,

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Pen and Paper

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Music,writing, MSN,

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hellsexyangel

Oct 12, 2005

sigh

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I've outgrown my username, i'm making a new account.

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hellsexyangel

Oct 1, 2005

blah. i hate this feeling.

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I feel like utter crap. tonight i got off work early and thought i'll gohang out with some frends. i did and then at like 8 they had to leave so icalled my parents to come pick me up they said they were 10 mins. away. an hour later they show up. in that hour i sat on against the wall at the mall this guy came up to me and was like "hey babe i want you to suck my dick" i just stared at him and said "excuse me?" and hes like how much and i just stared at him and he grabbed my arm and tried to pull me away. im freaking out in my head going omfg. and then the scurity guard walked around the corner and he ran off, i'm still shaking. now i'm all qu

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hellsexyangel

Sep 21, 2005

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Hm. 2 weeks from saturday Jordon asked me out. i'm happy but i'm just not sure. things seem far too good to be true. i'm starting to pull away, i'm scared to get hurt. i have my guard up again. he always tells me he loves me, i'm not sure if he means it though. i'm not sure if i should just fall for him completly. i don't want to get hurt again, its why i haven't dated anyone in like a year now. or get scared and run and hurt him. we hung out for the first time since he asked me out, on staurday. hes super sweet and i don't think theres anything i don't like about him. like i haven't looked at anyone in any of my classes or talked to any guys